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anti​.​ii's civilization is a way to name our collective intelligence otherwise known as the human race but in reality it labels a grotesque form of life that saps not only itself but the world surrounding it (part 1)

by anti.ii

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‘i’m hungry’, the small child said, clenching his stomach ‘you’ll be fine sweetheart,’ she said to comfort him, ‘someone else in the world is ok, your suffering is individual’ later that night he died because he did not eat ‘i told him his suffering was individual not knowing it would be mine’, the mother cried out as she held his skeletal body
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‘i tried to tell him he wasn’t okay, that he needed help’, she said looking at the bullet pierced in his brain ‘he said he was okay so i trusted him, but then i walked in’ staring down at her sons lifeless body she read the back of the note ‘the other one’s for you momma’ she looked in the chamber of the revolver to see a second bullet ‘i’m on me way’ she said with tears in her eyes as the blood flew from her head
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memory doesn’t come like it used to as i lay down in my room the room in a place with people my age surrounding i feel useless, in this motionless body i remember when i was younger when i could move and do things, and i still felt useless i guess i’m just a useless person no matter what my age is
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underweight, 120 pounds, 5”8 i don’t understand the weight of my problems or me waiting for my death for my last breath i wish to take for my last and final break the break of death is all i wish to partake
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I MIGHT BREATHE AIR BUT IM NOT HUMAN INSIDE I AM SENTIENT, YES HUMAN WOULD SUGGEST THAT I FEEL A VARIETY OF EMOTIONS FOR I ONLY FEEL A TIDAL WAVE OF ONE EMOTION SADNESS AND VARIOUS EXTREMITYS OF IT I EXPERIENCE

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released July 27, 2017

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